hihih~time to update baby~!~.. whoever that is... um.. where can i start.. i have no idea.. first i want to say is that... my counsellor?? she can kiss my ass.. i have no idea what she is trying to make me in to.. she always say to me.. Ricky.. YOU CANT GO TO ANYWHERE NOW.. cuz you can't do anything good in school.. yea.. rite.. we'll see.. i will show her what is a perfect comm12 provincal looks like.. its gonna have my freaking name on it.. oh yea.. other things.. saw this realli cute girl in my school.. but she is.. kinda small.. in age.. i think.. yea.... haven't get the time to know her.. well.. maybe i just don't know where to start... so many things happened lately.. yea MEL.. cool down.. things will turn out good if you have faith!~ and to all my frds that need my help.. I m always there for you guys.. but not when i m freaking busy... I hate ppl find me to do nothing when i m totally busy.. i think its kinda wasting my time.. but i just don't want to hurt you feelings.. yea.. just back off sometimes.. and i made my frd pissed off at me.. cuz i said something at school.. kinda feel bad.. but what the hell.. i was in a bad mood too... and finally...?? nah.. not even starting yet... wel.. for the past three months.. i got hooked by playdium.. kinda feel sick now when i go.. no seriously.. i get sick now.. haha.. cuz i always play that Initial D game.. and the screen just flashes by my eyes.. and everything happened so fast.. but it was cool.. and good.. i know how to play it now.. gas... gear up up up up up.... when you turn... gear down down.. brake... turn.. gas.. gear up.. haha.. i m out of my mind.. crazy penguin is coming back.. hehe!~~.. hai!~ wonder when can i meet an interesting girl .. now so far... NONE! kinda bored.. everyday just go to school and go home and playdium.. I HAVE NO LIFE NOW>< thx.. to whoever that is.. for pointing that out for me.. saying that i have no life.. thank you very much... about this realli cute girl.. i think she is a big spender.. by her looks.. hha.. wondering.. when i get to meet her.. and will she be my frd?? cuz i m poor. haha.. well.. not poor poor.. but like... un poor un poor.. haha.. i m lost already.. where am I?? oh yes.. school starting in two days.. wonder if i can still be cool in classes.. or i will just like do something crazy.. for example... um... play gameboy in class? haha.. that's not crazy.. that's fun.. crazy stuff.. let me thing... um...... well.. maybe like flirt wif the teacher.. haha.. i don't know.. whatever. reasonly .. I got that realli cute girl's xanga.. my frds.. plz don't check.. don't screw up things for me.. or else.. watch your back.. i will kill you guys for sure.. like not kidding. i m deadly serious...if i find out who screw things for me.. haha guess what i will do.. burn your mothafucka ass.. and cut you up.. and bbq ur head.. and give it to some dogs or something.. you get the idea.. yea last thing..... somebody give me a winning 649.. i want so many things now.. but can't affort it.. if you don't have a winning 649.. give me a freaking job.. haha.. now i m looking for a job.. wish me good luck.. and i will wish you be save around in the street.. .hahahahahahahahhahaha.. laterz guys.. peace on all of you .. and.. be happy and glad for being alive.. cuz god gave us another free day to live..